sometimes i wish that everybody was friends. i wish that no matter what you would always have someone to fall back on. i wish that everybody was trustworthy. i wish people werent so judgemental. i wish i wasnt so insecure. i wish people could truely see who is good and whose bad. i wish guys would comeup to me and say im pretty. i wish it wasnt so hard to confront people with your true feelings. i wish once you fell in love with somebody that that would be the only person. i wish people could see through others fakeness like i do. i wish i could be friends with someone that my other friends hate. i wish that when you found somebody that was perfect for you that it was worth it and there forever. i wish my friends would see that i am a better friend to them than they are to me. i wish i had a good voice. i wish i was just good at something. i wish i could cry in front of people. and whenever i wanted. i wish i didnt feel like i had to cry. i would wait a million years for someone that would never notice me once. i wish sometimes that i was the one that stood out in a group of girls. i wish saying you like/love someone was easier than it is. i wish that they would like me back. i wish i didnt have to think about what i say before i said it. i wish i could surrender who i have been. i wish i could start over. i wish i didnt have family troubles. i wish there was no such thing as fighting. i wish everyone in the world was equal. i wish everyone the happiest even tho it might not seem like it. i wish everybody could be right all the time. i wish i got enough sleep every night. i wish i didnt have to fall asleep crying ever. i wish i knew what people have said about me behind my back. i wish what i thought we had was not just my imagination. i wish i was tighter with the upperclassman. i wish you related to me the way i relate to you. i wish people could see how cool i am. i wish that i am homecoming queen. i wish that people know me for a good reason. i with nobody thinks bad about me. i wish i could run away whenever i wanted. i wish school wasnt so stressful. i wish i was confident. i wish people would understand what i am going through so they would just judge. i wish that life was just like in the movies. i wish it was simple. i wish my sister wasnt so bad. i wish her the best and that she wont get in trouble. i wish that i never had that new years party. i wish that one of them would understand that i was just saying that you took my friends away and wish that you would notice what you did. i wish that i was super close friends with genuinley nice boys that could respect me for who i am. i wish that i get voted something my senior year. i wish all my jokes would be laughed at. i wish i had someone to hold my hand. i wish there were no awkward stages in life. i wish the innocence stayed within everyone. i wish people would judge people with disabilities. i wish people with speech problems and terrets the best because it must be so hard to go through life like that. i wish i was never lost in confusion. i wish that everything in the past that was bad stayed in the past and everything good progressed into the future. i wish life would be the way i wanted.
sometimes you have to create a life for yourself where you drop everything and start over. it may not be easy, but life should be simple and not something you have to struggle to live through
telling people what you really feel is so hard
do you ever want to tell someone how you feel but know that they will just deny everything?
honestly my “friends” are killing me